How's it going on your second day?
I've already failed. At a meeting for pastors, no less!
I worked hard all day to avoid snacking on dessert stuff. And then I went to the Associated Churches Meet -n- Greet tonight and mindlessly grabbed two oatmeal raisin cookies. Ack! I didn't even think about what I did until I got home later that night. So tomorrow is a new day. And a birthday party! Oh my... what will I do?
I worked hard all day to avoid snacking on dessert stuff. And then I went to the Associated Churches Meet -n- Greet tonight and mindlessly grabbed two oatmeal raisin cookies. Ack! I didn't even think about what I did until I got home later that night. So tomorrow is a new day. And a birthday party! Oh my... what will I do?
Oh well. I'm at the beginning of an adventure. I only fail if I quit. And I'm not going to quit. So I guess I didn't fail...
I'm reminded of the kind of intentionality it takes to make a change. It's hard to keep with a commitment. Others might think it trivial what you give up for Lent. But don't underestimate the good of denying yourself. Whether it's desserts or pop or chocolate or meat or beer or smokes or porn or hate - whatever it is you decided to give up for Lent - the act of giving something up that you are attached too... this is good for you. Small or significant, putting the energy into different forms of fasting builds spiritual strength.
You probably need more spiritual strength. Lent is a good season for testing yourself in the area of self-denial. Not in a spirit of legalism, but in spiritual development and reflection. You need to let go of some unnecessary things in order to receive what you need.
So even if you're already struggling with your Lenten commitment, don't give up. The struggle is good for you. Don't quit. Yet. Let the struggle and the faltering prompt you to pray and reflect and try again. And again. Forty days can make a difference in your life.
You can do it.
You can do it.
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